Sunday, September 30, 2012

Defeated by the dragon

Michaelmas at school

Michaelmas - K's classroom te letter M

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St. Michael's falling stars over a village (K artwork)

Michaelmas play K's class throwing falling stars K's class throwing their stars in the Michaelmas play

Michaelmas play

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Michaelmas play

Michaelmas play

Michaelmas play

Michalemas play (farmers in the way)

Michaelmas cookie

apple orchard in the front of school

Michaelmas apples (from the school orchard)

Michaelmas

Michaelmas

falling star

falling star

K's falling star she made in class

I know we are meant to reflect on how we can defeat our inner dragons on Michaelmas but alas, this time the dragon defeated me. It was right after we finished our dinner. I was  happily cleaning the kitchen (well, as happy as one can be cleaning) and then the dragon snuck up on me slowly entering my thoughts, reminding me of the impossible list of things I had to do in the short time I had before bedtime. He taunted me and my mood quickly turned sour. I allowed the irrational panic to consume me, making me short, and impatient with my family and just completely overwhelmed. I looked at the mess of a kitchen I had to tackle alone and just wanted to curl up in a corner and cry... and I almost did. But then Kevin must have seen the look of despair on my face and he offered to get Little L down for me. That was enough to make me push forward and move on. It's funny how I let myself get stuck in a moment. I am like a deer in headlights unable to make myself run. But this was just a small battle. I may be down but I'm not out. I'll pick myself up and defeat that dragon yet!

Overall we had a wonderful Michaelmas weekend. For the first time K was able to see the Michaelmas play and even be in it. Her class made falling stars for the event. (St. Michael sends falling stars to earth to give us strength and light) It was such a joy to see her participate in the play. I wish I had better pictures of the play itself, but the farmers were blocking my view and I was a bit too far away for my lens. The drumming was pretty intense so I could see why they like to have the early childhood children watch from far away. As in previous years, we were all given apples from our school's orchard at the end of the play. They were exceptionally good this year.

You can see our past celebrations and learn more about Michaelmas here.

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Wonderful photos, Nicole! I wish I had been there--looks like so much fun.
1 reply · active 651 weeks ago
Thank you Nadja! It was, indeed, the best of times
So really you were not defeated by the dragon! I love how these festivals can offer so much meaning not just to our children but to us too. I find I always need to reflect on Michaelmas to help with the strength to get through these challenging feelings or times of the season. Late summer can get so intense. But I know you are strong my dear friend! It looks like you had an exciting festival! Thinking of you and sending love! Renee XOXO
1 reply · active 651 weeks ago
Hmm, I guess you are right! Ha,ha. Sending love (and patterns!) right back at ya!
This is my first exposure to Michaelmas, and I've really been touched by the messages and inner work this festival brings up. I also find, that it usually isn't big stuff that gets me down, but the day to day minutiae of getting things done, and making things happen ... often a challenge with little ones under foot!
1 reply · active 651 weeks ago
Oh Becky - YES! The big things usually don't get to me it's the small silly things that pile up on me.
Overwhelmed. Yes, I have had to take many deep breaths this past week myself. 'Tis the season for it. : ) We all have these moments! I agree with Becky above, that this festival certainly seems to bring up the need for inner work. Finding balance and settling into the new seasonal rhythms. Wishing you continued strength and joy. : ) Thanks for sharing the pictures from Michaelmas at your Waldorf school - it looks amazing!
1 reply · active 651 weeks ago
Thank you Alice. I hope this next week is better for you :)

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